30 second to mars - night of the hunter

i was born of the womb of a poisonous spell
beaten and broken and chased from the liar
but i rise up above it, high up above it and see
i was hung from the tree made of tongues of the weak
the branches were bones of liars and thieves
rise up above it, high up above and see
pray to your god, open your heart
whatever you do, don't be afraid of the dark
cover your eyes, the devil inside
one night of the hunter
one day i will get revenge
one night to remember
one day it'll all just end
blessed by a bitch from a bastard's seed
pleasure to meet you but prepare to bleed
rise, i'll rise, i'll rise
skinned his alive, ripped his apart
scattered his ashes, buried his hearte
rise up above it, high up above and see
pray to your god, open your heart
whatever you do, don't be afraid of the dark
honest to God i'll break your heart
tear you to pieces and rip you apart

love love shit !

i'm bored talk about love love and love
fall in love, couple, love sick, etc i dont care
i was loving someone, and i hope he know that was first time i fall in love with somebody
but, he didn't love meh anymore, HAHA lmao xD how pity i am
i just can let him go with blablabla but it's okay
i feel better now, maybe i cant feel the love anymore
i wanna close my heart for a guy ! wow easy man, im not going lesbian lol xD
really, i just wanna be alone for a long time but i wont be a dying fetus rofl
maybe someday, god will gimme a perfect guy :) i believe that

simple is better

being simple, is more better

no more excessive make up

 just a thin face powder

and a little sweet kiss of lip gloss

and look into the mirror

and said to myself that being simple is more better

-THE END-

Live Like You're Dying

One of these days you'll be under the covers
You'll be under the table and you'll realize
That all of your days are numbered, all of them one to one hundred
All of them millions, all of them trillions
So what are you gonna do with them all?
You can not trade them in for more, no, no
Take every moment, you know that you own them
It's all you can do, use what's been given to you
Gimme a reason to fight the feeling
That there's nothing here for me
'Cause none of it's easy, I know it wasn't meant to be
I know it's all up to me, it's all up to me
So what am I gonna do with my time?
I'll take every moment, I know that I own them
It's all up to you to do whatever you choose
Live like you're dying and never stop trying
It's all you can do, use what's been given to you
All of the moments you didn't notice gone in the blink of an eye
And all of the feelings you can't help feeling no matter how you try
Take every moment, you know that you own them
It's all up to you to do whatever you choose
Live like you're dying and never stop trying
It's all you can do, use what's been given to you
Live like you're dying and never stop trying
It's all up to you, use what's been given to you

letter of a regret

ku lemah tak berdaya disaat kau telah pergi

meninggalkan diriku disini

betapa lama dirimu kulupakan

sehingga jiwa tak bisa lagi kurasakan

diriku yang menyesal sejak kau tinggalkanku

menangis karna kau telah pergi

terluka karna kau telah menjauh

aku minta dengan sepenuh hati

dengarkan aku memanggilmu ingin kau kembali

tak ada lagi selain dirimu yang aku cari

cinta sejati yang slalu kau beri

ku hanya ingin ini tentang dirimu dan diriku sampai aku mati

burn the memories :')

*kamu sih ga bs d bandingin dgn apapun. Kmu tetap yg trbaik :) bagiku

*Kalo ak menghilang, ak harap ak jd bintang d hatimu yg takan pernah hilang :)

*Kan ga slamanya ak bs d dkat kmu. Sblum masa itu ak ga pngen km ngerasa sepi, sedih, sgala sndiri. I'm here and always for u. When u need or not :)

*Eh g*****  kan org yg aku sayang wek :p

*Huaa >.< kirain apa :') sumpah, bingung. Jd ngerasa bnyk salah. Makasi y :) kmu org prtma yg ngucapin. Skali lg makasi ya x)

*Kmu udh tlat nih :D skrg kn m kmu :) rela2in bngun mlm. B*****.G***** senang sekali lho :)

*u're make me crazy ystrday :D and i get so sad :D btw.. nite. See ya. *hug n kiss :)

*Kmu ga tau kalo ak kangen ama kmu setiap dtik saat aku udh dket ama kmu :)

*Iyaaa.. Fikiran aku udh d pnuhi diri gurami mak kerokin re-fine jazz mine :D

*We're so romantic u know. I like that moment. Make it happen again! Make it happen again! :D Lets do it! Lets do it!

*?? I see u in my dream :) we're in a room. So close. But, u have a BF. just like in real life. Kmu make kalung dr tu cwo. Tp kmu tetep dket aku. How happy i am ^^ in last second, we're almost kissing. Lol :)

*Kmu tidur yaa.. Nite~ mmmuuaahh.. Jgn sdih lg :)

*Maaf udh bikin kmu nangis :(

*Yah malah nangis ~_~ kirain d bujukin :D udh cntik manja lg :*

*Yah jgn ngambek dong sayang :) aku kn cinta ama kmu :* klo ga snyum, ak ga syg ama kmu ntar :p

*Nite sweetheart :*

*Ga ada yg mirip kmu. Kan kmu ga ada 2 nya :)

its really hard to delete that memories

but i should try! and maybe this is the last time i cry for u

i'm so happy u ever come around in my life

i don't know what's your feeling about me for this time

maybe.. you choose the 'other'

that's good, so you can quickly forget all about me :)

bye bye~~ i love you so much ♥

yaaaay i'm freak :'D

bingung deh mau seneng ato sedih

kmaren aja sedih campur seneng

sekarang mungkin sedih, bingung ih ~_~

dulu sih ada yang janji akan selalu ada buat gw

tapi mungkin orang itu dah lupa kali

dia gak tau kali ya hubungan gw sm tuh cowok kaya gimana
mungkin dia sangka baik² aja kali yah haha

tapi gpp deh gw gak berharap banyak dari dia

dulu dia yang selalu ada buat gw, selalu merhatiin gw

berubah euy, sampe gw lupa dia siapa :|

hu hu hu.. tiba2 air mata gw jatoh lagi

vin..vin cengeng bgt si lo! nangis mulu kerjaan nya :'D

hahaha kmaren nangis skarang nangis,

jadi cewek lemah amat deh :'p haha

duh nih air mata jatoh terus, padahal gw lagi senyum

kaya gini deh jadinya :')

hehehe~

*tersenyum dalam tangisan itu lebih perih daripada menangis sambil tersenyum

 *orangnya liat gak yah ? ahuahuahua jgn sampe deh :'D

~Mr. Bakwan~

love.....sick

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